Feel Wanted
I push the door to Jake’s room open, expecting to find him waiting. Standing by the door, or even by his bed.
But the room is empty. Frowning, I step inside and look around, wondering where he’s gone. I hear the sound of running water and make my way toward the master bathroom.
My feet are soft against the floor and anticipation lights my body at the thought of showering with Jake.
Of touching him.
of finally not letting my mind run like crazy.
As I step inside the bathroom, I see Jake standing beside the tub, filling it with water. My stomach coils. He’s shirtless, wearing only a pair of sweatpants that fit him so perfectly.
He runs his hand beneath the water, checking the temperature.
He doesn’t see me yet, so I take advantage, leaning against the doorframe to watch for a moment. My heart flutters at the sight of him.
He makes me feel like this is home. It’s so domestic, like the sight of him making me
breakfast.
The way he moves, the muscles in his back shifting as he works, makes me way too aware of the fact that I haven’t had sex in days.
He must hear my soft breathing because he turns, offering me a smile that makes my insides tighten with heat and want.
“I thought I’d help you relax,” he says, his voice low.
I nod, swallowing because this is doing everything except making me relax.
“After everything that’s happened. You’ve had a lot to deal with these past days.”
His words are reminders, and I have to breathe slowly, reminding myself that it’s okay. That I want to live in the moment and not the past that haunts me day in and day out.
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I smile, stepping closer to him. “I’ll only relax if you bathe with me.”
His smile deepens, eyes twinkling with amusement. He wraps an arm around my waist and pulls me close. “I was just waiting for you to invite me.”
I can’t help the small laugh that escapes my lips, and the tension in my chest finally releases. Jake doesn’t waste a moment.
He reaches for the hem of my shirt and pulls it over my head. His eyes take in my skin and I light up with hunger. He helps me out of my bra and my bottoms, and only when I’m standing naked in front of him does he start to take off his pants.
My breath comes out broken, his erection hard and ready for my touch.
He steps aside, gesturing to the tub. Right, this is about relaxing, not fucking.
I climb in, settling into the warm water, feeling the heat immediately soothe my muscles.
Jake joins me, grabbing my waist to lift me so that I straddle his lap as I sit. I moan when I feel his cock between my legs. Oh, I want it.
Jake’s nostrils flare, and he watches me. “I’m trying to keep my hands to myself.”
My breath is heavy and I nod, wanting to respect his wishes.
His gaze softens as we settle down and he studies me, his legs stretched out beneath the water. The steam from the tub envelops us, and I close my eyes for a moment, just letting the warmth wash over me, my body sinking into the comfort of the water.
His fingers run up and down my spine, making me moan and drop my head to his chest.
“You’re wanted here, Alina,” Jake says softly, his voice a whisper. “You should feel like you can open up to any of us.”
I nod’slowly, fingers tracing the edge of his nipple. I know he’s right. I know they all care, all want to help me, to make me feel safe. But there’s something about Zaid that makes me feel more understood, more connected to him in a way I can’t explain.
“I know, but Zaid understands me more. Especially when it comes to the accident.”
There’s a brief silence, and I don’t look up, staring instead at the way his skin prickles
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beneath my touch. Jake doesn’t push me further. Instead, I feel his hands lower to my legs, fingers grazing the skin just above my knee. His touch is gentle at first, then more persistent, sending a tingle through my body.
He leans in, his lips brushing my ear, his voice deep and slow. “You deserve to feel good,
Alina. You deserve to feel wanted.”
Before I can respond, he lifts my face and kisses me, his lips pressing against mine with a hunger I didn’t expect. His hands move, sliding along my sides, and the world around us seems to fade away. There’s no past, no future, just the warmth of the water, the heat of his body, and the way his kiss makes me forget everything else.
My breath turns heavy, the need inside me coiling. I grasp onto his shoulders and I am so
ready to just let him fuck me.
But he pulls away, lifting me from his lap.
“Jake?”
He shushes me, flipping me to face away from him. He moves me, setting my hands on the edge of the tub and forcing my hips up, putting me on my knees. He spreads my leg, my ass and pussy on full display for him.
I try to look at him over my shoulder, but he shakes his head, a smirk on his face. “Turn
around, baby.”
I watch him for a second longer, enough to catch his eyes widening as he takes me in and then I look back to the end of the tub. It’s like I’m blind, unable to piece together what he
wants to do to me.
His fingers prod at my pussy, finding my clit and pressing as they circle it. I moan, feeling the wetness pool at my entrance. He sticks two fingers inside me and I throw my head
back at the sensation.
“You like that?” He grunts, thrusting his fingers as he lights up my clit.
“Yes. It feels so good.”
He hisses. I hear him move, the water beneath us sloshing. I wonder what his doing, my brows drawing together in a frown as I feel his breath on my skin.
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My breath hitches when his other hand spreads my ass cheeks apart. “Jake-”
His name turns into a moan, my entire body tensing when his tongue rims my asshole. Heat crawls up to my chest, but he doesn’t let me pull away. He holds me there with his hand in my pussy and his mouth on my ass.
He eats me and fingers me until I cry out, convulsing against him.
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