We watch on as the Alpha disappears back inside with Sasha in his clutches scared and defenceless against his vicious rulings.
This is all our fault… all because she wanted to help keep us on the right path during our first couple of days here… now she was being punished for it.
The guards blow their whistles, before yelling out foreign words as we follow in line with the other girls who make swift movements to keep their distance from us in order to protect themselves from being reported.
This was worse than we had ever even imagined… exiled and left without hope. We were like a curse to anyone who came in contact
either self sabotaging our own lives or destroying those who even attempt to be kind to us.
with us
We were the problem…
As we reach our room, I tug Erin inside – thankful to be back here which was something I never thought I would think!
“Oh my goodness Tess!” Erin cries out the second that our door is slammed shut and locked.
I cringe at her embrace, feeling my stomach tighten as she presses against the forming bruise from where the guard had kicked me.
The sound alone causes for Erin to release me – her eyes full of pity as she scans over my battered features.
What happened when he took you away? Do you want to talk about it?!” Erin helps me to sit down on the solid mat on the floor as I groan when bending – flopping over on to my butt.
“He yelled a lot, took me in to a p–padded room, punched me in the f–face, k–kicked me in my stomach…” I recount what happened, closing over my sore eyes to give them a moments rest for the first time.
“I am so sorry that happened to you! Why are they so cruel here?! Poor Sasha too!” Tessa covers her face in her hands and shakes her head.
I was glad it was me rather than her, as she had already had her fair share of mistreatment thanks to Leo… but I wouldn’t be able to shield her forever…
“That’s n–not even the worst p–part…” I admit softly, knowing that the part which rattled me the most was the unknown.
It was the worry of what he had planned to do to me which had me so shaken up…
“What?! What else happened?!” Tessa gasps, scooting closer to me to offer some comfort and to show that she was here for me.
I licked my drying lips, feeling the water brim in the edges of my eyes once more as Erin took the chance to reach out to grab a hold of my hand in hers – giving it a reassuring squeeze.
“He wanted me to…” I hiccup, finally breaking down fully about what had happened to me since being in the green house this morning under the heated lamps to being dragged off and abused by one of the guards.
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“Shh it’s ok! I’m here for you Tess! It’s over now, tomorrow is a new day!” She hushes me, rubbing comforting circles on my back as I allow all of my emotions to run loose like a dam breaking on a river.
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I cry out in a sob, as Erin gives what little support she can to my situation – as I eventually calm myself down enough to continue talking.
He wanted m–me to s–suck him off Erin… he w–was going to make me before the buzzer went off!” Lexclaim, sucking in a sharp breath after finishing my sentence – with Erin smacking a hand over her mouth in horror too.
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But I thought… the guards weren’t allowed to touch any of the fem les… didn’t Sasha say that? He’s broken the rules! Can’t we report him?!” Erin rambles on hurt and aggravated at what the guard had attempted to do to me.
Although he didn’t get the time I knew from the look in his eye that he would have crossed that line without hesitation!
“What’s the use Erin?. Even the Alpha regards us as toys to him! Nobody will help us here my heavy eyes, sniffling my tears back as Erin also begins to softly y from beside me.
we are stuck in this hell hole!” I close
“I want Seth and Kane back… I’ve never missed being around anyone as much as I miss being around Seth!” Erin admits, allowing her own tears to flow as my lip trembles at the thought of Kane having moved on already.
He’s probably dating around and enjoying his care free life… we were nothing more than a past memory for them both!
“I miss them too…” I admit softly, fighting to hold myself back from completely falling apart. “B–But it’s too late… we have to learn to survive here…” I admit, although my heart was screaming at me to hold on to the hope of Kane coming to find us.
I knew that the chances of that happening were next to nothing.
Our lives were set to play out horribly from here on out and there was literally not one single thing we could do about it – other than to cry,
At this point, my hopes and dreams had been crushed as I began to feel myself grow numb to my surroundings – accepting my fate for what it is.
Sad and burnt.
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isn’t Tessa the one abused? wouldn’t it be “Erin gasps“?
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