V for Virgin!
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To be in love with two gay–well bi cutions guys was verging on hitting the line of relationship with both of them was heading way past the red zone of hell no.”
1 didn’t care about social standards because society didn’t care much.. that I had three different sets of parents–well only two legally
but wanting to be in
romantic
either and destiny didn’t give a hoot on the account the first two sets had died. So this, this thing that I wanted between the three of us, was impossible. It was wishful thinking that I sisald be smart enough to know shouldn’t happen. Wishful thinking was for people who had at least a 1% chaise. I needed in cut my blessings and be thankful Seth and Ethan were willing to indulge me.
I would be with them intimately, but only once and then… then we do back to being friends like it never happened.
“God” 1 whispered.
1d known Ethan most of my life and Seth had been a part of that life for almost three years now, I was so stupid to think I’d be okay with going back to the way things were.
Tears collected at the corners of my eyes and I lifted my gaze to watch them. My heart just didn’t realize the complication this presented. And where this sexy, deep–throating blow job (apparently Ethan didn’t have a gag reflex like I did) should have been sexually stimulating and getting me hot, it was only hurting me. Every touch, every smile, every groan, every pleading whisper from Seth it all came from a place I didn’t know anything about, a place of real romantic love, a place where I didn t belong and never twould.
Seth cried out as one of Ethan’s hands curled around Seth’s ass and pushed forward, Given the thrusting movements of Ethan’s arm, I could only imagine what he was doing. Seth’s clutching fingers pulled at Ethan’s hair.
Tilting my head to the side I focused on Seth’s face. His jaw jutted out, his lips parted, his face tipped towards the ceiling like he was receiving a miracle. And wasn’t he about to? I’d heard prostate stimulated orgasms were intense
Seth was beautiful; in different ways than Ethan. Seth was the night to Ethan’s day with his darker, caramel–colored skin and black. hair. And, it made me wonder, if Seth was night and Ethan was day where did I fit in? There’s only yin to yang, nothing else.
There was no long–term girl in this equation. I needed to get over this. Ethan was still going to pop my cherry. Nothing could change my mind about that, but I needed some distance if I wasn’t going to become that obsessed girl, the one who wanted the two most important guys in her life to love no one else but her.
I loather that girl.
I’ve seen that girl. And it never ends pretty for that girl.
I couldn’t be her. I was different and i wasn’t
to break, so I would dral.
Wobbling to my feet, I went to close the door, just as Seth shot his load down Ethan’s throat. The boyishery of release echoed off The walls and Setia arms wrapped around Ethan’s head, pulling him to close that his nose hit Seth’s grain. Seth continued to pulse has hips in rough thrusts, and the once boyish cry changed into a long, animalistic growd,
Torit Tuke You’re both so four for my heart.
I needed another harder core mental boot camp to whip my thought into shape. My frustrated virgin syndrome was going to face. another day. Maybe then I could pull it together and I could turn the toxic kind of love back into the friendship kind of love. It juguld be cake. And Ethan and beth would never have to know the difference,
My bottom lip sting from biting so hard, as I nodded my head furusly and quickly walked away from the bathroom and out of the bedroom. Stopping by, loading the cabiners and fridge, and then leaving unannounced would get me an earful tomorrow, but I wasn’t an expert at hiding such volatile emotions, and unfortuna Ethan was an expert at wading me. As much as I wanted to be.
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here, I just couldn’t.
This was the only way. I wasn’t going to lose them because of this,
Blowing a kiss towards the bathroom door, I darted out of Ethan’s room and quietly tiptoed to the front door.
They could
ver know.
never
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