V for Virgin!
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My mouth dropped open at his revelation. I wanted to wiggle my index finger in my ear to clear it out because there was no way said what I thought he said. I shrugged one shoulder, touching my chân to it as I looked at him. “How do you feel about it? Lasked, hoping for more clarification.
My question was followed by another long silence. I hit my lip as I watched his expressions changing. It was like I was watching him in slow–mo and the array of emotions crossing his face had me worried.
“1-1 don’t know,” he mumbled.
I dropped my gaze to my lap and clasped my hands together. My heart hurt at his answer even though I knew I should’ve expected it. Ethan couldn’t help his sexual preference. He was gay through and through and… and we’d been just friends for so long a transition to relationship status was a big mouthful.
Relationships are complicated.”
Okay
That wasn’t what I was expecting him to say.
“Relationships are complicated?” In repeated what Ethan said.
He took my hand. “I’d be lying if I said I hadn’t thought about this myself, I mean, even before Seth brought it up.”
I gaped at him like a fish. “Really?”
Ethan rolled his eyes and lifted his arm, His finger popped me gently under the chin, making me close my mouth. He took a step closer, still between me sitting in the passenger seat and the car door. “I had to. After you asked me to-”
-Stop pussy–footing around, I interrupted him. “Are you attracted to me?”
He tilted his head to the side and let loose a slow smile as he stared at me. “You’re so pushy,” he said softly.
I pleaded with him silently. I needed to know because what he was offering me–to belong to him and Seth and them to me in this way–seemed too good to be true and if he didn’t say it out loud…
‘Cassie, don’t overthink this.”
“How
can i not? ? I want” I stopped before I could spill the beans and turned in the passenger seat so that my legs were dangling out. I reached for him and pulled him between my legs, wrapping my arms around his waist tightly. My head pillowed against his muscular stomach muffling any further words as I hugged him close
His hand dropped to the top of my head before sliding down to my shoulders and returning my tight hug. He didn’t pull away, but he did lift my face so that I wasn’t buried in the material of his white t–shirt. I settled my chin against him while looking up at him. His hands cupped the sides of my face and his thumbs caressed the curve of my cheekbones un either side.
“Cassie,” he whispered. “You’re so important to me. I think about the three of us being together and I do want it. I want it more than I thought I could ever possibly want it, but on the flip side, you’re almost too important to me to do this. What if something goes wrong? I dont want to lose either of you.”
I tmijed and tears blurred my vision. “You’ll never lose me. I can promise you that. I’m stuck to you like super–glue. If it doesn’t work, we’ll get mer it but we’ll always be friends, Ethan. I promise, gyen if I’m the hurt, lonely party in the end.”
With a half–hourted grin, he knelt down so that we were eye–level to each other. “And if I end up the lonely party?”
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My eyes softened. “Seth wouldn’t choose me over you. You don’t have to worry about that. He likes me, he doesn’t love me
Ethan chuckled. You’re a very easy person to love, Cassie.”
So are you, but a relationship between three people isn’t about choosing one over the other. Obviously, we’ll have to work it out. There’ll be kinks–not the good kind–but thats what a relationship is about. This will just be new grounds for us,” I said and licked my bottom lip as a new thought surfaced. “Society’s against stuff like this, so I think we should keep it quiet until we find our footing with each other too.”
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