Arthur’s arms are warm and comforting around my body. He holds me with such ease, the curve of my waist fitting perfectly against his chest. For a moment, we just stare at each other, and he doesn’t put me down right
away.
To say that I feel attraction to Arthur right now would be an understatement. As those green eyes look down at me, it feels like fireworks are lighting up beneath my skin, hot flares and sparks fizzling behind my chest.
“Arthur…”
I mutter his name without even thinking, my fingers delicately digging into his shoulders. His arms tighten around me, pulling me ever so slightly closer. Our noses almost brush just from how close we are.
I think he might kiss me. Or I might kiss him; I’m not sure which, but right now, it doesn’t matter. All I know is that I want this, maybe more than anything. I want to taste his lips on mine, feel the tender exploration of his tongue into my mouth. Hell, I want more than that. I want
“Mommy? What are you doing?”
The sound of Miles‘ voice jolts me back to reality, and I scramble free from Arthur’s arms. Surprisingly, he lets me go without a fuss.
Miles is standing in the doorway, his brow furrowed with confusion.
“We were just…” I don’t know how to answer. My cheeks turn a deep shade of red, and my mouth opens and closes a few times, working uselessly.
Suddenly, Arthur says, “Your mom almost had a fall. I caught her.”
Miles blinks, glancing between the two of us then at the ladder behind me. “Oh,” he says. “Okay.”
I look up at Arthur, feeling oddly grateful for his quick thinking. But when he looks down at me, he just seems… perturbed.
Later, after we’ve had dinner and Miles is getting ready for his bath, Arthur and I are cleaning up in the kitchen. It’s easy to slip back into our old routine without even thinking about it; he does the dishes, his sleeves pushed up to his elbows to expose his muscular forearms, and I putter around the kitchen, wiping down the counters and putting things away.
I hate how easy this is. I hate how I know exactly where everything goes. I hate that I don’t need to ask where the cleaning supplies are.
Once again, it feels as if I never left. And it feels like an extra kick in the gut after what happened earlier–the ease with which he caught me, and how easily I almost kissed him.
Suddenly, Arthur glances at me over his shoulder. “Iris,” he says, shutting off the faucet and drying his hands, ” 、can I ask you something?”
My stomach drops as if I’m falling off the ladder all over again, but I nod stiffly. “What is it?”
He turns to face me, and there’s that look of confusion again. “Miles earlier…” He hesitates, as if struggling to find the right words. Then, taking a deep breath, he simply asks, “Have you had any lovers since we broke up?” My eyes widen slightly, and I hesitate.
I know why he’s asking; Miles was confused earlier, seeing us almost kiss like that. I know Arthur noticed.
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Chapter 64
Truthfully, it’s because Miles has actually never seen me be romantic with anyone, and it’s strange for him.
No, I never dated over the past five years. In fact, I never even considered it, as I was too busy focusing on Miles and my career to think about love. And frankly, it’s not exactly easy to think about loving anyone else when your fated mate is still out there, bound to you.
But I don’t tell Arthur that right away, because I’m not entirely sure how he’ll react.
On one hand, I almost don’t want to tell him the truth just to spite him. I want to see the jealous, angry look in his eyes when I tell him that I’ve taken lovers, maybe even many lovers, since we broke up. It would feel momentarily satisfying, to make him believe that his love wasn’t as important to me as he once thought.
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