chapter 30- discoveries
We reached the backyard which was a thick dense forest. “the backyard is fully warded, you are free to go as you want” I nodded, already feeling the adrenaline pump through my body. I ran as fast in my legs could carry me. This was it, I could finally do things newal well could ile. An hour or so later of running atmind and I was worn nut exhaustion,
I laid on the grass near a small creek. I always thought that when I ally got my wolf, I was going to see the proud face of Ma, but its all gone now, I would never see her face, she was never going to see my wolf, she would never know its colour or rum her hands through my fur to know whether or not it was the soft.
A whine came out of my throat as tents came but
1 stayed with my thoughts for a few more minutes. Before deciding to stand up and go inside before the grief consumed me.
I made my way back to the room where he brought me from. I stepped myself from opening the door when I heard voices from the other side of the door
“That’s bullshit and you know it!!!!*a v
a voice thundered causing the door to shake a bit open. I could see through the bit of crack, they were four in the room. Two looked terrified, while one was enraged. He looked like he would blow the mof, while the last person, Helios, looked like he could not be bothered. He poured himself a drink amidst the chaos sipping like he could not care, not
even a bit.
“you can’t just have a mate? You know they make us weak!” the enraged one said. “you have to get rid of it! you can’t be must be someone trying to make an illusion to weaken your focus. I’ll check” he said getting closer to Helios.
“I have checked, she’is truly my mate” he said in a bore tone
stre it
The other one could not get any angrier. “we don’t get mates!!! It has never been our way! That’s what makes us unstoppable! Do you even think the people would Accept it? to let a dog rule them?
“you are starting to get me irritated Ermis, she is my mate and there is nothing we can do. The goddess chose this”
“since when do you play by the goddess’s rules?”
since now, get. Our the whole room got misty the guy, Ermis looked at Helios once more with a deadly stare before he disappeared. He looked to the others and they were gone in an instant.
“the door widened revealing me to him. “weren’t you taught not to eavesdrop?”
I looked at him, not knowing what to say.
“come sit” he said, rubbing his eyes, suddenly looking very tired. I did, taking the chair opposite to him. “before we go any further I would know some things”
I nodded, feady to start taking mental notes of things.
“I am a far, its something you call male fairies. And there are different types of fairies/fae’s, I am sure you saw that last time you wore in the library.” I nodded “I am anoteros, a superior fae, I control the most part of nature. But there is a catch we are not made for mates. This” he said gesturing between the two of us. “isn’t a normal occurrence. The nine hundred and twenty four years, I had not seen something like this I tried to not let the surprise of him being that old show on my face.
“with you knowing that, I hope you know what that would mean, I am not built for love, I cannot love or care for you romantically, I am responsible for you and would protect you like I would any subject of mine” i bit the back my cheek, trying not to let. It show how his words burt noe.
“I have a request” I said when I realised he was done talking. “my, I would want to look for her in the pack. To see if she is
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chapter 30–discoveries
really… the words were stuck in my throat, “dead” 1 forced out.
He nodded. “I will bring her here tomorrow” I nodded. He stood up walking away.
“Helios” I called stopping him in his tracks. I looked at him, questions flooding head.
Would you really never love me in that way
Was it just because you pitied me that you took me in?
Am I a burden to you?
help me out earlier and I chucked all those thoughts somewhere in the corner and then 1 smiled at him, “thank you, for coming to help. helping me through my shift.”
“you are my mate, of course I would help you” the way he said it pulled at my heart strings, but I said nothing forcing myself to not think of him that way because he had already told me I wasn’t like–that to him.
Sam’s pox (a little after Eric fought with Kaden)
“Are you okay?” I looked at Eric, scared that he had been badly injured. He was passed out for days and today was the
was conscious.
first time he
He looked at me shocked for a while. “I’m fine, its not a big deal” as he said that, he grunted from pain.
“you are clearly
clearly not okay, you are in pain.” I moved to adjust his pillow so he could sit up properly without much stress.
“look, I don’t need your help.” He said in a cold voice.
“I don’t get you, I never do. One moment you are nice, fighting for me, the next moment you want nothing to do with me! You keep blowing hot and cold and I don’t know what I am to do. If you don’t want me, just say so! I would accept it, you don’t need to play with my feeling this way.” I saw his face soften up a bit.
“Samantha, I.. I am sorry.” He shook his head, “it wasn’t my intention to make you feel this way, its just, I am not fit enough to be your mate, to protect you” he said with so much regret
“what would make you say that, you saw what you did with Kaden, right? You protected me, you know that right?” he shook his
head
*I only got lucky. How can I protect you when I couldn’t protect my girlfriend
I tried desperately but failed to show the sadness I felt. He was thinking of another woman, right in front of me
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Jamie
lol!!! just what sam deserves
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