chapter 31
Sam’s pov
I looked at Eric, trying not to believe my ears I am your mate Eric
hated how pathetic I was being. I should have just left when i
had the chance. I shouldn’t take this, but I am hopelessly in love with him.
He nodded, not saying any other thing, so I went on. “I am your male and you would think that maybe, just maybe you would kept quiet so that I don’t say things that I could end up regretting.
“I know you are my mate sam, but I couldn’t protect my girlfriend, what makes you think that I would be able to protect you. Besides, I loved Ava, what if we would have been mates? What I heaved. It was as though he was no longer talking to me but more to himself, if that male any sense. He was in his own world,
“what if you are just the a rebound for me? What if my true mate was truly Ava.” It finally made sense why he acted the way he did when he asked me about my wolf’s name. I felt Ava whine at the back of my head.
I looked at him, trying to calm the burning 1 felt in my throat. It hurt, feeling the way I felt, no one was to feel this way, especially with their significant other.
“excuse me” I said, rushing out, I didn’t want tears to fall in front of him, there I was no way I was going to look anymore weak. I hoped he would stop me, or at least say something to calm the way was feeling, but no, he let me walk out of the room without much of a thought.
I walked into my room, slamming the door behind me, three minutes I counted the time.
A tear fell from my eyes before my mum yelled my name from, the kitchen? The bathroom? I really didn’t know. But I knew what was coming next
“Sam! Don’t slam the door like that! You know the twins get frighted.” Just then, one of them started to cry. She came from wherever she was, looking at me. She didn’t notice me.
She looked at me, it was obvious that my eyes were red from crying but she said nothing about it. “your dad and I are going out today, could you please watch the kids for me?”
I hit back my lips wanting to s
to scream out into nothingness. “I don’t feel like it man, I’m not
I’m not exactly feeling too well.”
She sighed, looking at me with disappointed eyes. “really? You can’t just do this one thing?” 1 zoned her out as she went on and on of how much I was selfish and never helped out of the house.
“I found my mate mum” 1 blurted out. She looked at me shocked,
“baby” she walked towards me, bugging me. “why didn’t you tell me she whined
I walked out of her embrace. “you would know
ow this if you at least asked me how my day was, instead of constantly blaming me of not caring about you. I have my own life mum, and I feel alone. Noone to talk to.”
“you know you can always talk with me, but you know your sibling..
“then why did you have them” my voice cracked “why did you have them if you knew that you couldn’t handle it, I didn’t ask to be “here!” I knew I was pouring all my frustration on her but at this time I didn’t care. “do you know something?” her eyes were
glistering at this point, but I didn’t care.
“I used to beg for your attention with how I dressed, I always dressed awkwardly, hoping that one day you would notice and maybe Scold me for dressing weirdly, but you never said anything, you never noticed. Even now, when you shouted at me, I hoped that maybe, just maybe you would notice something was wrong with me and ask what it was. I took in a deep breath. There was a lot to
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but at the same time I had nothing to say.
“its fine, everything is fine” I said more to myself than her. I closed he door firmly behind her, falling down and letting the tears now more freely now that I knew that I now had the peace of mind to do it.
Lucia’s p–ox
I was taken to a bigger room than I stayed the last time. I saw theatment that they were giving me, though they didn’t treat me badly before, change.
“miss, his grace asked that you wear this a woman said with a the best cloth in her hands. It looked to beautiful, that I was afraid that I would ruin the cloth with a touch.
“but he gave me one yesterday, and I am yet to wear it.” she smiled, joking at me with a knowing look but said nothing more
“I believe his grace just wants you to wear whatever y
you would feel most comfortable inside.
I took the cloth from her hand, careful not to ruin.it, a note fell from it. I looked at her, a look she ignored.
I hope you look pretty for me tonight.
I felt my cheek go red as 1 read as I read the letter over and over again. The feeling was soon washed away as a loud sound came from the far west of the castle, shaking g the floor.
Most women in the building surrounded me, covering me from what didn’t know. “what was that?” I asked a little shaken up as the sound gave me a scare.
“The first barrier was forcefully broken, we are under attack” at the puck, we never really were under attack, except for the few rouge attacks here and there, but with the loud devastating sound I had just heard, I was certain that this was going to be more than a rouge attack
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rogue, not rouge.
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is it Kaden coming searching Lucia?
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