The Wolf and the Fae.
chapter 38- painful kiss–1
Sam’s p.n.v
It didn’t get any prettier from there, my mum would not speak to me, and there was no way I was going to let her win. She didn’t speak to me, I wasn’t going to speak to her back, it was as simple as that.
I decided to take my normal night walk to clear my head, that and do one last thing before I was to leave the pack.
The letter stated that I was to come to the academy at least three days after getting the letter. Today was already gone. The plan was to leave tomorrow since it was a far journey,
The smell of metal and rain hit me as I approached the pond we all used to hang out when we nothing to worry about. No responsibilities, no care. It was just the four of us.
“you’ve been avoiding ‘me” he said with the softest voice although he did not turn to face me.
“you’ve been making it easy to avoid you” I said sitting on the floor and putting my leg in the water, I sat close to him but theye was enough space between us that I did not have to touch him exc stretched my hand.
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“I wanted to give you space, for you to come to terms with everything you had to process” I nodded my head.
We stayed in the silence for at least an hour, the voices in the background started to fade as everyone retired for the night.
“when you said we should try for a day. Did you for once see, your qe 1 hesitated in saying the name because I couldn’t my wolf would be hurt. “or you saw me” I watched him from my peripheral vision, watching him tense up a bit before he answered.
“I don’t want to lie to you” he said breaking my heart in the process. That was all I needed to know. He did see me as his ex.
“the goddess is
is really a bitch, isn’t she?” I gave a sardonie laugh.
“look, I messed up, and I am sorry. I just.. I really loved Ava. She was beautiful and kind and……. 1 zoned out how he praised her, his dead girlfriend in front of me, his mate.
love ber” I whispered in a broken voice, shaking my head.
“she was my first love” was all he said, letting his voice drop some octaves
“you were above eighteen before she died, right? Did you feel any making pull?” I could have been wrong, maybe I was his second chance mate, and even though It was going to hurt, I would have been able to leave with that.
He shook his head no looking at me with pity filled eyes.
“we knew at some point that we weren’t mates but we loved each offer, we thought that we were going to reject our mates and you know live happily ever after.” He shook his head as if it was not a big deal what he just said.
It stung, it stung a lot. But for the moment, I let it slide. “then she died and then I saw your he looked me square in the eyes.
“I really saw you, not just as one of the girls in my friend group but as something more. I knew that it would have been a tough decision of choosing if she was still alive. You are pretty, unique and care, but moving on just seems wrong right now,”
I nodded my head, taking everything that I had heard with care. Processing everything calmly.
We sat down for another thirty minutes with me looking at the sky. I tried as much as possible to count the stars, it was impossible olf course so I gave it a random number in my head.
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chapter 38–painful kiss–1
“I’m leaving the pack tomorr” I watched him tense up even further
“when would you be back his voice was controlled. This was sonseils
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chapter 38 painful kiss–1
“I’m leaving the pack tomorrow I watched him tense up even further as he looked away for a bit.
“when would you be back his voice was controlled. This was something he did when he was about to have a burst of emotion.
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The Wolf and the Fae
chapter 38- painful kiss–2
“Tour years, maybe ten. I got a spot in the academy and depending on how fast my training is, I don’t think I would be coming hack” he nodded, opening his mouth to say something but I cut him off. I don’t think I can do it” his eyes snapped to mine as if looking for something, they fell again when he realised that I was not talking about the academy.
“I don’t think I can do it” 1 said it again. There was fear in his eyes when he realised what I meant but he said nothing. I felt annoyance but I did nothing. Its not like I could force him so I contrued. “I am always going to come second to your ex–girlfriend” I paused a little, hoping that he would dispute the fact that he would tell me I am wrong, but he stayed silent
“she would always be your first love, the only be that would have been perfect. And I am going to be stuck for the rest of my life wondering if you are ever going to love me more”
“that’s not fair Samantha, you know that. Making me choose”
“it shouldn’t be a hard choice!” I raised my voice a little “I am your mate, your other half, I should be the one to be the one picked over and over again, in every lifetime!” my eyes watered as my thrdat started to hurt again. I was definitely getting a sore throat tomorrow. “and 1 definitely should not have to be in competition with someone that does not exist anymore.”
I wiped the tears away, angry that I let myself shed tears in front of the. “this, whatever we had was doomed to so let’s get this over with before it gets any more miserable.”
He didn’t look as miserable as I felt. Maybe just maybe he didn’t seeme that way at all.
He nodded “if that’s what you want he said in a barely audible voice
“1. Samantha..
from the start.
He polled me closer to him, slamming his lips on mine and parting nine with his tongue. His hot tongue explored my mouth as the sparks caused my body to vibrate. I was lost for a second, but I was quickly brought back to earth with the salty feeling that had found its way to the passionate kiss we shared in the dark.
The salty taste were from my tears. We pulled away and I was shocked to see that they were not only my tears but his also.
“I am sorry, but if you were going to walk away, I wasn’t going to let you go with only painful memories. The kiss, I thought of you and only you when I did that.” I looked at him, still in shock that he was in tears, I did not know what to say.
He nodded as if to say I should go on, so I did, but now, I did with a heavy heart. “1, Samantha of the regional moon pack, reject you, Beta Eric as my mate” I felt something stretch in me, something painful. I took in a deep breath to hide the pain. Once he accepted the rejection, it was going to snap. I stood there, waiting for his acceptance of the rejection but no, he just walked back to the direction of the pack house.
“what are you doing?” I looked at his retreating figure confused,
“you have every right to reject me Samantha, but I also have the right to refuse or accept your rejection and I don’t think I am willing to let you go.” I watched him go.
Then it dawned on me
From my end, I was free of being his mate, I could do as I pleased, but him, he was still bound to me
